Been praying, reading, focusing on this bit of scripture for a few days. Last few days have been pretty hard on me. A mixture of a lot of things that have basically put me in a state of “BLAHHHH”. I don’t like feeling this way, not one bit. I normally don’t feel “down”, it’s not my disposition, but alas these few days have taken me there. It’s a horrible feeling and I thank God that I am not in this constant state many times. But it gets me thinking…what about the ones that do feel this way all the time? Constantly living in this state of “BLAHHHHH”
For me, the is where Psalm 43 comes in…
1 Declare me innocent, O God!
Defend me against these ungodly people.
Rescue me from these unjust liars.
2 For you are God, my only safe haven.
Why have you tossed me aside?
Why must I wander around in grief,
oppressed by my enemies?
3 Send out your light and your truth;
let them guide me.
Let them lead me to your holy mountain,
to the place where you live.
4 There I will go to the altar of God,
to God—the source of all my joy.
I will praise you with my harp,
O God, my God!
5 Why am I discouraged?
Why is my heart so sad?
I will put my hope in God!
I will praise him again—
my Savior and my God!